An oath

I´m painting the sky green

and rivers red

Take my blood

And write with it to law

The whining

Complaining

The misfortune

That has your name on it

I´ll stand by you

But I will not understand you!

Cause

I´m an artist

and a fool

A gambler,

intolerant,

a girl that looks nothing like you

And I´m free to do

whatever I choose

So I choose

the awful haircuts

Over your idea of better me

A family that´s dear to me

Rather than the one

Losing

while sulking over things

made up in mind

Brought to the daylight

and drowned by midnight

A gambler

who left you

On a minute notice

Cause I couldn´t bare

To look to your eyes

That one more time

Don´t you dare to think

I was brave!

I was not

It was just

Another round

in roulette

That saved me

From the hands

of myself

Amen!